There was a time, there's this young beautiful girl who fell asleep on an equally beautiful afternoon. Her mom was out doing the daily chores.
Birds were chirping by the treetop as the wind blew through the window...
It was a normal passing day for everyone except that this girl, she never woke up.
At least not for the next 16 years of her life.
The first thing she did when she awoke was to ask of her mom, little did she know that her mom had actually passed away a few years before her awakening. The astonishing fact was that, she is who she was the moment she fell asleep 16 years ago.
She looked entirely the same, no signs of growth at all, and she remembered everything which happened before she fell asleep just like it was yesterday.
Alright, enough of the fairy-tales. ;)
My point is, we all need adequate amount of sleep in order to look young, fresh and most importantly, to live longer.
I mean... Don't you agree? You got to agree on this one!! .... no I insist!! ... yes I'm persistent!
Hahahah :D
This brings me to my next point: Dreams
I'll touch on this the next time when I'm not weary.
I need some sleep now ;)
But remember to SPAM MY box if you'd like to have a good dream cause I'm sure you're gonna have nightmares If you don't. I dare ya.... Good night everyone.
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
2 Stars 1 Moon & 1 Sky
So busy with life now and it couldn't get any worse. But RT tagged along. Made things a little sqeezier for me.
We always started with some warm-ups, then proceeded with sets of static exercises, then with some kinda run, either long and slow ones or short bursts kinda ones(My all time favourite!),ending with some warm downs and home sweet home we go...
Well, in between all that mess, there's a moment of realisation where you would feel ecstaticly joyful on how beautiful this world is, thinking nothing else but the love for the world and the sweetness that you're coexisting with Earth.
There's a part where you're told to lie on the floor for some other exercise like crunches, alternate leg flips etcetc, what i'm saying is when you're totally worn out, and you're staring into the beautiful sky, you just wanna forgive everything and everyone that has ever pissed you off and love every living existing being out there. If it's too early or too late, there'll be the everlasting georgeous moon staring down at you, making you feel you're being watched over every second.
The feeling was even greater when i was still in my army days, when you're secluded from the rest of the world, life force being sucked out off you from some unkown source. And the moment I start my exercise regime, i only think of my home. There's a dog which is always lying so comfortably on that patch of green grass when i'm being tortured from head to toe, he enjoys staring at me while in pain, that dog once told me, "Yo soldier, watch me as i lie right here and fall asleep with drools suckerrrrrr!!" , i swear i heard that! Or was it just my mind playing tricks? It's the same............ it made life even worse. LOL
Then came the floor contact with my back, i looked into the sky with all those twinking beautiful stars and that moon right there smiling at me, it's telling me, "Don't worry Collin, i'm always watching over you, don't dissapoint me".
In life, there's always a certain strange part which can push you far and high, seek it and you'll go far beyond your best. Good luck!
Oh yeah, doggy, you can kiss my ass, i'm enjoying my life now!!
(To my overseas friends, RT means Remedial Training, it actually only comes about if you.... are fit enough to be able to go for it but not conditioned enough to get outta it. It happens for 1 to 2 months every year.)
We always started with some warm-ups, then proceeded with sets of static exercises, then with some kinda run, either long and slow ones or short bursts kinda ones(My all time favourite!),ending with some warm downs and home sweet home we go...
Well, in between all that mess, there's a moment of realisation where you would feel ecstaticly joyful on how beautiful this world is, thinking nothing else but the love for the world and the sweetness that you're coexisting with Earth.
There's a part where you're told to lie on the floor for some other exercise like crunches, alternate leg flips etcetc, what i'm saying is when you're totally worn out, and you're staring into the beautiful sky, you just wanna forgive everything and everyone that has ever pissed you off and love every living existing being out there. If it's too early or too late, there'll be the everlasting georgeous moon staring down at you, making you feel you're being watched over every second.
The feeling was even greater when i was still in my army days, when you're secluded from the rest of the world, life force being sucked out off you from some unkown source. And the moment I start my exercise regime, i only think of my home. There's a dog which is always lying so comfortably on that patch of green grass when i'm being tortured from head to toe, he enjoys staring at me while in pain, that dog once told me, "Yo soldier, watch me as i lie right here and fall asleep with drools suckerrrrrr!!" , i swear i heard that! Or was it just my mind playing tricks? It's the same............ it made life even worse. LOL
Then came the floor contact with my back, i looked into the sky with all those twinking beautiful stars and that moon right there smiling at me, it's telling me, "Don't worry Collin, i'm always watching over you, don't dissapoint me".
In life, there's always a certain strange part which can push you far and high, seek it and you'll go far beyond your best. Good luck!
Oh yeah, doggy, you can kiss my ass, i'm enjoying my life now!!
(To my overseas friends, RT means Remedial Training, it actually only comes about if you.... are fit enough to be able to go for it but not conditioned enough to get outta it. It happens for 1 to 2 months every year.)
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
The Harmful Ghost
Colleague : "Alright, the server's backup system is all done"
Me : "Nice, so that's all?"
Colleague : "Yeah.."
Colleague : "Eh! What's that behind you......?"
It was a fine working night, as always. Our anticipation only lies on a few usual stuff, nothing too strenuous..... at first.
The horror all began with a packet of soggy Sheng Mian from my colleague.
Acually i'm just pulling your leg a meter longer...... lol
It really all began when we were scheduled to do some backup maintenaince for one of the servers. Once it was done, all hell broke loose. Lights all turned off, darkness everywhere, emergency lights switched on, glowy orangy rays spreads across to the end of the room.
We grabbed our phone, called up the power company for assistance, called up everyone we could. Meanwhile, smoke penetrated walls, everywhere smoke. We couldn't breathe, it was like trying to breathe under water, all it did was to make you wanna grasp for more air yet you know it was impossible.
Escaping from the vicinity was not a solution either, we needed to find the source. It was the bloody power generator, it had gone haywired. Coughs were getting worse. Stamina deteriorating. I could almost see the vortex of reincarnation when help came at last.
First there was 1, and then 5, and then 30 and then....... it gets all boring after that. 6 hours. It took 6 hours for everything to settle down.
(For my overseas mates, it's kinda like a bunch of crispy fried noodles with thick egg sauce all over it, usually accompanied with vegies and fish/squid or both.)
^Most of the above is what I told my boss^
So what really happened.......?
What i'm gonna say. Please keep it between you and me.
Firstly, we have 4 server rooms. The one we're in when it all happened is the 4th one. It happened at 12am sharp. The explosion... yes explosion, not just some power trip, happened to one of the Uninterruptible Power Supply, i was near it, but not near enough for it to hit me, i would have died. And...
I saw him, that apparition that i always see in the server room. It's always lurking in that corner of the room, no purposes, always giving the shifting eye. It's always hiding behind the last server rack, shy or i might call it suspicious. It seemed like it felt disturbed from our hoo haa when we were working on the backups.
All the while, i was the only one who can see him. Always been the case. But i think my colleague saw it too but he kept really quiet till now. I started seeing it on the first day of work, and when i started asking around if there was an accident there in the past, no one knew.
But they all agreed to one thing though, whenever they entered room 4, it feels abnormally cold. A few people who have gotten sick complained that it was from that room which gave them the chill. Or was it after i asked about that?
No one till now knows why it is there, but.. it's still there. I hate to enter room 4 but, i have to.
We all whisper to ourselves knowing it's not just a coincidence, but more likely, a disturbance of some unknown entity. Right now, after i came, 3 from my department have left the company.
I really hope it ain't my cause for revealing something they hate knowing, i shouldn't have told them but yet i thought i was able to digg something out of it.
............................
Colleague : "Eh! What's that behind you......?"
Me : "......."
Me *turns*
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Me : "Nice, so that's all?"
Colleague : "Yeah.."
Colleague : "Eh! What's that behind you......?"
It was a fine working night, as always. Our anticipation only lies on a few usual stuff, nothing too strenuous..... at first.
The horror all began with a packet of soggy Sheng Mian from my colleague.
Acually i'm just pulling your leg a meter longer...... lol
It really all began when we were scheduled to do some backup maintenaince for one of the servers. Once it was done, all hell broke loose. Lights all turned off, darkness everywhere, emergency lights switched on, glowy orangy rays spreads across to the end of the room.
We grabbed our phone, called up the power company for assistance, called up everyone we could. Meanwhile, smoke penetrated walls, everywhere smoke. We couldn't breathe, it was like trying to breathe under water, all it did was to make you wanna grasp for more air yet you know it was impossible.
Escaping from the vicinity was not a solution either, we needed to find the source. It was the bloody power generator, it had gone haywired. Coughs were getting worse. Stamina deteriorating. I could almost see the vortex of reincarnation when help came at last.
First there was 1, and then 5, and then 30 and then....... it gets all boring after that. 6 hours. It took 6 hours for everything to settle down.
(For my overseas mates, it's kinda like a bunch of crispy fried noodles with thick egg sauce all over it, usually accompanied with vegies and fish/squid or both.)
^Most of the above is what I told my boss^
So what really happened.......?
What i'm gonna say. Please keep it between you and me.
Firstly, we have 4 server rooms. The one we're in when it all happened is the 4th one. It happened at 12am sharp. The explosion... yes explosion, not just some power trip, happened to one of the Uninterruptible Power Supply, i was near it, but not near enough for it to hit me, i would have died. And...
I saw him, that apparition that i always see in the server room. It's always lurking in that corner of the room, no purposes, always giving the shifting eye. It's always hiding behind the last server rack, shy or i might call it suspicious. It seemed like it felt disturbed from our hoo haa when we were working on the backups.
All the while, i was the only one who can see him. Always been the case. But i think my colleague saw it too but he kept really quiet till now. I started seeing it on the first day of work, and when i started asking around if there was an accident there in the past, no one knew.
But they all agreed to one thing though, whenever they entered room 4, it feels abnormally cold. A few people who have gotten sick complained that it was from that room which gave them the chill. Or was it after i asked about that?
No one till now knows why it is there, but.. it's still there. I hate to enter room 4 but, i have to.
We all whisper to ourselves knowing it's not just a coincidence, but more likely, a disturbance of some unknown entity. Right now, after i came, 3 from my department have left the company.
I really hope it ain't my cause for revealing something they hate knowing, i shouldn't have told them but yet i thought i was able to digg something out of it.
............................
Colleague : "Eh! What's that behind you......?"
Me : "......."
Me *turns*
Me : "It is here"
Collegue : "........"
Good night folks, it's 2am here now and i need to head back to work.
Collegue : "........"
Good night folks, it's 2am here now and i need to head back to work.
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Thursday, February 12, 2009
All i need is mom.
Happy birthday mom!
She's a clubber, she clubs more then me, my sis and my bros added up altogether in a week!
She's a hawt dancer. She's a passionate lover(coz she loves her family)... don't think too much! LOL
I love my mom. SO DAMN MUCH.... our family needs her. She needs us. What a happy family..
I just came home from clubbing and drinking in The Bellini Grande with my mom of course.. and her friends... I felt all of a sudden, i'm like a baby in that crowd. Everyone's so 'matured'.. their white hair is like a symbol of 'I BELONG HERE!'.... but out of the blues, there are some more acceptible ones from sight. But still.........
It's quite a nice place to be....... in 30 years time at least.
But it's all about my mom today.... don't be surprised. She's 57! How cool is that!?
I'll upload the pictures that we took tonight very soon once i get a hold of it. Make sure you SPAM MY page like you never did before.
Last but not least. I just farted 3 seconds ago, peace out.
She's a clubber, she clubs more then me, my sis and my bros added up altogether in a week!
She's a hawt dancer. She's a passionate lover(coz she loves her family)... don't think too much! LOL
I love my mom. SO DAMN MUCH.... our family needs her. She needs us. What a happy family..
I just came home from clubbing and drinking in The Bellini Grande with my mom of course.. and her friends... I felt all of a sudden, i'm like a baby in that crowd. Everyone's so 'matured'.. their white hair is like a symbol of 'I BELONG HERE!'.... but out of the blues, there are some more acceptible ones from sight. But still.........
It's quite a nice place to be....... in 30 years time at least.
But it's all about my mom today.... don't be surprised. She's 57! How cool is that!?
I'll upload the pictures that we took tonight very soon once i get a hold of it. Make sure you SPAM MY page like you never did before.
Last but not least. I just farted 3 seconds ago, peace out.
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Sqeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek.
All day and night i've been gaming mostly, missed breakfast, missed lunch, missed dinner,
missed my sleep. The only thing that i didn't miss is a single second off having my intimacy with my keyboard.
It's embrassing to say this but i'm crazy about Drift City right now. It's a hype ok. Just a temporary hype for me... i hope. But if you SPAMers happen to play too, give me a spit of SPAM on the box. yes
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How's Chinese New Year for you guys? Mine was perfect, because i was getting lesser as i grow older. And it remains perfect coz that's how i already expected it to be :D
My friend got a $50 NTUC voucher in an ang pao and i call that legendary. Nothing special on my side yet. Some rusty coins, hairy dollars, the ever color fading ang pao as it gets drenched in the rain staining my pockets... well not all but some of them. Enough to make your underwear go as red as them.
And then to my overseas friends, you should try out Lou Hei, it's a chinese custom, where we disrespect food in a respective way, we basically throw food up as high as we can, could be hitting the ceiling for only god cares coz i know people around me wouldnt care about raining sliced up vegies hitting them. It's all luck anyway. (I'm sorry if sounded too exaggerating, but that's really how i see it. :D )
And for those who visited my blog within the chinese new years moment gets to receive a +10 luck permanently. And for those who read it all another +10. And those who SPAM MY blog gets another +100.
May ang pao stain your pants and shirt. SPAM away!
missed my sleep. The only thing that i didn't miss is a single second off having my intimacy with my keyboard.
It's embrassing to say this but i'm crazy about Drift City right now. It's a hype ok. Just a temporary hype for me... i hope. But if you SPAMers happen to play too, give me a spit of SPAM on the box. yes
<-------------------------------
How's Chinese New Year for you guys? Mine was perfect, because i was getting lesser as i grow older. And it remains perfect coz that's how i already expected it to be :D
My friend got a $50 NTUC voucher in an ang pao and i call that legendary. Nothing special on my side yet. Some rusty coins, hairy dollars, the ever color fading ang pao as it gets drenched in the rain staining my pockets... well not all but some of them. Enough to make your underwear go as red as them.
And then to my overseas friends, you should try out Lou Hei, it's a chinese custom, where we disrespect food in a respective way, we basically throw food up as high as we can, could be hitting the ceiling for only god cares coz i know people around me wouldnt care about raining sliced up vegies hitting them. It's all luck anyway. (I'm sorry if sounded too exaggerating, but that's really how i see it. :D )
And for those who visited my blog within the chinese new years moment gets to receive a +10 luck permanently. And for those who read it all another +10. And those who SPAM MY blog gets another +100.
May ang pao stain your pants and shirt. SPAM away!
Friday, January 23, 2009
Thanks Thanks~
No it's not a positive post! Today is one helluva crazy day.
I received so much msgs and voices of 'thanks thanks'... It's driving me crazzzzy!!!!11!oneone
Would you like to have lunch thanks thanks..? I'll have that meepok thanks thanks...
Sure thanks thanks..
Poor Jocelyn, i released spam all my thanks disease onto her, i absorbed too many today and it's boiling inside... thanks thanks...
God forsake thanks thanks... good thanks bye!
thanks------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------thanks
I received so much msgs and voices of 'thanks thanks'... It's driving me crazzzzy!!!!11!oneone
Would you like to have lunch thanks thanks..? I'll have that meepok thanks thanks...
Sure thanks thanks..
Poor Jocelyn, i released spam all my thanks disease onto her, i absorbed too many today and it's boiling inside... thanks thanks...
God forsake thanks thanks... good thanks bye!
thanks------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------thanks
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
I Lost Everything
That's what i said a month ago.
I lost my job, i lost my gf, my HDD crashed, my mp3 player with important work data stopped functioning for me.
Even my nipples got cold. <-- this didn't really happen :)
Yeah wise guy, it's my dumb Sakae Sushi company who dumped me, along with my close collegues and my manager. Almost 50% of staffs from every department got retrenched. I was a low earner for an IT analysis and i was baffled too when it hit me. And on the next day, my lover gave a second slap to the face. It was over for us. Pressure of having a jobless boyfriend? Or my brilliant charm? Might be both.. It's the latter i believe :D
Went to Jobstreet to save my life(not lovelife mind you :( ). I practically sent hundreds of emails, very very persistent and determined.
Triple digit emails sent, double digit responses, single digit interviews. 1 chosen job!
2 weeks and i'm a hired man ready to take on the world of politics once more. I started working at the beginning of this month as a Network Operations Tech.
Good part; 2 days work, 2 days rest. 2 bustops away from home. 2xxx is my
newincome! A sweet increase from my previous 1xxx
Bad part; Shiftwork 8am-8pm, 8pm-8am
I'm still trying to get the hang of the timing. Luckily i once worked in Zouk so odd hours are not a problem at all.
Lovelife. Nothing. End. But i have some lovable friends to grace me up! And YOU should SPAM MY blog with your comments or intelligent critics! I'll be sure to kick up a good soup of balls for you. It's now 4.45AM, and i'm getting sleepy. I'll try to play around the advanced options if i have the time tomorrow.
I lost my job, i lost my gf, my HDD crashed, my mp3 player with important work data stopped functioning for me.
Even my nipples got cold. <-- this didn't really happen :)
Yeah wise guy, it's my dumb Sakae Sushi company who dumped me, along with my close collegues and my manager. Almost 50% of staffs from every department got retrenched. I was a low earner for an IT analysis and i was baffled too when it hit me. And on the next day, my lover gave a second slap to the face. It was over for us. Pressure of having a jobless boyfriend? Or my brilliant charm? Might be both.. It's the latter i believe :D
Went to Jobstreet to save my life(not lovelife mind you :( ). I practically sent hundreds of emails, very very persistent and determined.
Triple digit emails sent, double digit responses, single digit interviews. 1 chosen job!
2 weeks and i'm a hired man ready to take on the world of politics once more. I started working at the beginning of this month as a Network Operations Tech.
Good part; 2 days work, 2 days rest. 2 bustops away from home. 2xxx is my
newincome! A sweet increase from my previous 1xxx
Bad part; Shiftwork 8am-8pm, 8pm-8am
I'm still trying to get the hang of the timing. Luckily i once worked in Zouk so odd hours are not a problem at all.
Lovelife. Nothing. End. But i have some lovable friends to grace me up! And YOU should SPAM MY blog with your comments or intelligent critics! I'll be sure to kick up a good soup of balls for you. It's now 4.45AM, and i'm getting sleepy. I'll try to play around the advanced options if i have the time tomorrow.
Hurrah For My Prequel!
It just feels great to create your first post in your first blog ever~!
For those readers out there, it's orgasmic for me. Try it out if you haven't yet created one.
Well now, it's been 10 years since. I didn't purposely wait for years for my next try, it's all thanks to my friend Jetaime for the inspiration to get myself back on track and i hope i could convince you too.
I've always written down my journal thru pen & papers(My personal journal of course :D), after today. it'll be right here...
For those readers out there, it's orgasmic for me. Try it out if you haven't yet created one.
Well now, it's been 10 years since. I didn't purposely wait for years for my next try, it's all thanks to my friend Jetaime for the inspiration to get myself back on track and i hope i could convince you too.
I've always written down my journal thru pen & papers(My personal journal of course :D), after today. it'll be right here...
Thrice upon a time..
Alright now.
May the curse not shine on me tonight.
It's been 3 times that i've wanted to start a blog(this being the 3rd) since 1999. Why third?
For the past 2 times.. some uknown entity, kind of jeaorpadized the whole grand scheme of my free speech.
I will give it another go this time. Yes i know it's 10 years! But i promise you reader, it's gonna be a hell ride in my blog if i could successfully succeed.
Will i be able to click [PUBLISH POST] this time?
Here goes...
May the curse not shine on me tonight.
It's been 3 times that i've wanted to start a blog(this being the 3rd) since 1999. Why third?
For the past 2 times.. some uknown entity, kind of jeaorpadized the whole grand scheme of my free speech.
I will give it another go this time. Yes i know it's 10 years! But i promise you reader, it's gonna be a hell ride in my blog if i could successfully succeed.
Will i be able to click [PUBLISH POST] this time?
Here goes...
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